Both Gary and Sandy are dead

mood: anguish

listening to : michelle branch-one of these days

drinking : tears

First of all, I'm so sorry to informing you all about this.
It was long time ago. Well, I'm gonna tell the story one by one.

One day, on November, 30th 2008, I found Gary unconciously in his cage. When I looked at him too closer, I saw his tongue was blue and his eyes were lumped. I was totally shocked at that time, and my mind was so panic to thought what was going on. I had nothing to do, and I asked my bf how to solved this problem. He gave me several numbers of pet's doctor that he knows well. It happened at night, and no one wanted to go with me to go to the doctor. I talked to the doctor by phone and he gave me several tips how to solve it. The doctor said, I had to made a corn mush, and I did it.

The next day, and it was Sunday. My mama gave me an advice that Gary should be cleaned to avoid the virus. I used dettol soap and warm water to cleaned up Gary. Then, after I showered Gary, I saw that he didn't breath at all. Firstly, I didn't realized that he was dead. Then I called my brother, and Gary is totally dead. At that time, I was unbelievable that he was dead. I think Gary got some virus from wild mouse that always loitering around Gary and Sandy. Now, I feel so depressed without Gary, but it happened a long time ago and I'm trying to forget my sadness.

17 days later after Gary has gone, Sandy also got the virus from Gary. Sandy also died same with Gary. I was really sad, 2 of my hamsters died only several days. Sandy died on December 17th 2008. When Sandy died, I was sleeping and my mama told me that Sandy died. I'm so sorry to both of you my best friends, I was too busy to protect you all from the bad virus. I really hate that kind of virus. So, for you guys please be aware of that virus to your beloved hamster. I hope someday I can meet both Gary and Sandy in heaven. Once again, I'm so sorry for the omission. Rest in peace my sweethearts.


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